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What Am I Doing Here?
During my long morning commute, I have lots of time to think and ponder. Sometimes that is a good thing as I process what is going on in my life or use it as prayer time. Other times I find it to be quite frustrating as I try to make sense of what God is doing in my life. At times I wonder why God has placed me in this particular school at this particular time. When I drive through bad weather, I often ask the Lord, “Why are You making me do this? There are schools closer to home. Why do You need me here? Why must I travel…
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A Woman of Merit
She is called the Wise Woman of Abel-Beth-Maacah. This unnamed woman lived in Israel at the time of King David. Her home was the historic city of Abel-Beth-Maacah. She goes without a name in Scripture but she proves herself to be a great person of merit. At this point in history, a man called Sheba was leading a rebellion against King David. When he fled from David, Sheba ended up in the city of Abel-Beth-Maacah. The commander of David’s army, Joab, came to the city in search of Sheba. Joab was ready to lead a full out attack on the city just to capture Sheba. The wise woman shows great…
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Looking Up, Looking Forward
As my family comes out on the other side of some strenuous months it is nice to finally feel like I can breathe. With the many things that have happened I have been in a space that I haven’t been in for a very long time. I realize that I have been seeing myself as a person in trauma. While that was true, it is not now. Yet I find myself slipping into that thinking more than I would like. Sometimes it takes an outsider to give us perspective. I went for a haircut a few days ago and my hairdresser takes a real interest in me and in my…
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Decisions Big and Small
Have you ever been in a pit of indecisiveness? I use the word “pit” as not being able to make a firm decision can really cause us to be in a hole from which we have difficulty digging ourselves out. In our lifetimes we make many decisions. Some of these are life impacting like choice of mate or career. Other decisions are minor, like which party to attend or what clothes to wear. Yet every decision we make has an impact on our overall well-being and quality of life. I definitely have some times in life where a particular decision I need to make causes me immense consternation. I can…
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Absolutely Delighted
With major stresses in recent weeks, the word “delight” is not one I would use to describe my feelings or actions. It has been quite easy to dwell inwardly – focused on all that is going wrong. It is a trap that our adversary uses to bring us down and get us to lose hope. The word delight brings about pictures such as pleasure, happiness, and joy. When we delight in something or someone we should be in our happy place. At certain times in our lives, however, delight does not come easy. When the bills mount up or a marriage falls apart, when a loved one receives a bad…
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Prayer is a Powerful Tool
Throughout the Biblical narrative we see many examples of God using people from all kinds of places and backgrounds to fulfill His purposes. One such person is Eliezer of Damascus. He was a servant in Abraham’s household. Abraham trusted this faithful steward a great deal. In fact, he valued him to such an extent that he sent Eliezer to Nahor, entrusting him to find Isaac a suitable wife amongst the family’s relatives. This was an involved and challenging task for Eliezer. Yet, as a faithful and obedient servant, he knew he must find a way to carry out Abraham’s wishes. The choice he made would have a significant impact on…
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Her Heart Lives On
At this time, I am dealing with my mother’s increasing dementia. We are no longer able to have back and forth conversations. She rarely speaks anymore. As I process all that goes with her illness, I am drawn back into thinking about my mother that was and what she has meant to me. One particular area that strikes me is my mother believing that she really didn’t have much impact in this world. She led a quiet life – focused on her children and grandchildren mostly. She cared for others in her quiet way. My mother raised us with the knowledge of Jesus’ saving grace. Mom made many sacrifices so…
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Something Beautiful
My heart is breaking. As I sit in the depths of the night and watch my dear daughter suffer, my whole being is wracked with a mixture of fear, sadness, and uncertainty. As the hours trickle by and we still have no definitive answer as to the cause of my daughter’s intense pain, I cry and I pray. All I can do is lay my hurts and those of my daughter at the foot of the only One who can get us through this. In the wee hours of the morning the answer comes – a life-threatening condition, but with solid treatment options. We are grateful for a plan but…
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Things Can Change
The man runs with fervor hoping to escape his captors. His breath is heavy as he runs hard and seeks to find a place of refuge. After years of living in servitude, he is done. The penalty for being a runaway slave may be death, but he has to take that chance. Freedom is imperative to him – so much so that he steals money from his master in order to expedite his getaway. His journey takes him many miles from all that is known and familiar. He has no friends or family to rely on. How is he going to manage to build a safe life somewhere else? Unknown…
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The Effects of Dehydration
In a typical week, my days move swiftly. The pace in my classroom is always fast, often hectic. Keeping my little people engaged and on task is a primary focus in my day. I expend a great deal of energy to keep things moving and I am on my feet a great deal of the day. I adore what I do. Working with children enlivens me – but it definitely causes me issues when it comes to my physical well-being. The biggest issue I have in the classroom is I get dehydrated. In my fast-moving day, drinking water gets forgotten. As I gather my things at the end of the…
